aiya!
mybrainsexploding.

i bet thats what you saw first.

just you

BLLOOOPPERS inmalyfe!

oh how i wish to fly!



i hope i keep the same bible forever, so that when im old and wrinkly, if i live till then, i can have it with me, and remember all the places it has come with me. and all the hardships it pulled me through, and all the miracles it shows me. and the worn, crinkly pages remind me of eternity, of wisdom, of compassion and endurance. although it is quite tempting to replace it with a shiny new one. oh, the ocdness that burns my soul!.

its amazing how easy it is to forget things! how is it so easy for us to remember insignificant details, while we forget the truth! oy. i am so easily distracted. i like exclamation points mucho.

humilitypoint: leaders feel pain. PAINN. for the first time this year, i felt pain at the reluctance, the giving in, the insincerity. and i realized; thats what its been like for somebody to watch me!. for God to watch me. how stupid, how shameless, how arrogant i am. and at the same time, thank god ive been stepped on to see it. pain because he died for us and we forget. we could care less. we refuse. not just death. suffering, pain humiliation, and he knew it was coming. he knew. so many places, times, temptations where he could have stood up and so no. and he didnt. why are we so stupid, so selfish. why are we so lucky. pain. the pain. its like your child turning against you.

i sin everyday





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things i am thankful for
rite aid ice cream that cost a dollar! (:
friends that can drive
my yBoh. haha, its weird how you inspire me.
when you see the perfect color, the one you couldn't ever describe in words, in nature, and you say, God is an artist.
the way my mom looks at me when she's proud of me.
youth
hairclips
wordless communication
refridgerators!
photographs
tastebuds
bicycles!
friends that love me
friends i love!
boys who pay
redemption
forgiveness
lovelovelovelovelove
peace


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my feet must be flat.
where's the pickle!?

xst4cy (10:33:21 PM): her right foot triumphantly crosses the finish line as her brain explodes into a million shards of greatness for the universe to explore!
xxxxxx (10:33:28 PM): lol
xst4cy (10:33:40 PM): oh how she will baffle the worlds greatest minds
xst4cy (10:34:04 PM): einstein was but a mere harbinger of true insanity!
xst4cy (10:34:57 PM): okay i have to say ,that was brilliant.

chipsAHOY!

reflection and temptation bombard me!.help!
i am a mutant, i think. hAH!

simple words can have such powerbecause they come from God, si?
"the days are evil"


i wish my secretL would just talk to me about it.or just talk to God. or something.

i crack under pressure.without Him i can't do anythinggg.aiya my picture is tomorrow!
goldenchina

it's impossible for this to be false. no way, no doubt. just look around!

i wasted a day today.i fell, so soon!i cling.
Ephesians 5: 121give me strength

things i am thankful for
words that comfort with power and truth in all situations
sight
music
the smell of pavement after it rains
10fingers10toes!
the breaking, the molding
thumbs!
my church family
email
my maneadero girls
the dayssecond, third, fourth, fifth, millionth chances
His consistency
the opportunity to serve, reshape revamp, renew pygp
urpose and future prospects
visions, hopes, dreams
seeing beyond the passion to the permanent sincerity of -
acceptance&devotion
memories of joyrejoicing! haha PD has competition mang.
leaders who serve without limitation
tomatoes. oh yes.
watermelon&icecream
unfailing love and forgiveness
goodness
lovelovelovelove


light is meaningless without darkness.
light exposes all!
mohoho oh no.



as a sidenote: parktaewan! (: